Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Ominous
I can read the signs and I get the feeling I'm about due for a run of very bad luck. Various family members have been affected: aunt's rather sick, brother's lost one cell phone and had another taken from him at gunpoint and dad's come down with the flu. I feel too lucky, how could I have escaped this run of bad luck unscathed? How could everything be going so well for me so far? It all seems pretty ominous to me. Nice people are having bad things happen to them, how is it I'm still whole and happy? Let us review: I have had more good ice cream in a month than I have in the past three years, media project is going stellar, calculus class has been delayed for two weeks (I don't like calculus, to put it mildly), I'm busy enough to stop brooding, but not so busy as to whine about being too busy, rain's washed away all the disgusting dead animal smell and blood, and I have one hourly this week which I can easily ace. In short, everything's absolutely fantastic... Could not ask for more. The higher you go, the harder you're going to come down, and I feel I'm being set up to go really high for that major fall. Insaan kisi haal mein khush nahi rehta, as a wise friend said. In short, neurotic as it may seem, I am worried about not having anything to worry about.
PS: Not a single typo in that whole post! This is bordering on the supernatural!
Misha
at Tuesday, January 25, 2005
|