Saturday, July 24, 2004

eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Yesterday, I found out that I had actually been selected for the Media elective, allowing me to work on the shooting and editing of videos for an entire year without interruptions. Should be a very interesting experience and a damn sight better than the alternatives, namely networking (bleh! Sorry cmpfg), Database Administration (Double Bleh!) and advanced telecommunication in the form of Broadband Telecommunication (instantly reduced to snores).

My happiness at being selected was short lived, however, as banker aunt came into the picture asking what future was really available to someone studying such a thing. That was the cue for all the doubts to reappear. Will I even be any good at this, will I be yet another mediocre non-talent struggling in an industry I'm not worthy to be successful in, and the like. Not very positive, I'm afraid. I'd like to think everyone has such doubts about their future, but I imagine it's harder to be insecure when you actually have an impressive GPA and a solid industry like networking or dba to fall on.

Misha at Saturday, July 24, 2004

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